Dean: I can’t remember anything. Who even am I?
Sam: *points to self* Brother.
Dean: I’m here, Sammy. I’ll save you.
Tag: spoilers
I need to recuperate from all the wincest I have been blessed with in that entire episode hold the phone
Dean asks Sam out on a date to get waffles
Rowena telling Sam he needs to get Dean to strip to see if Dean is “smooth like a Ken Doll”
Slappy McSlapperton asking being very jealous when asking Sam who he is
Dean being A+ at riding bulls because hello, he has practice with Sam
Sam giving Dean the Talk (not the sex one but that was gonna come up eventually like come on)
Dean thinking Sam and Rowena were gonna strip for him and being so excited about it
Sam tearing up because Rowena said Dean was gonna forget about him
Dean repeating the words Sam says to him
Sam being a badass brofo because someone needs to fix his brother
Dean forgetting his own name but being able to remember Sam’s
Sam being amazing and knowing his brother so well to know he was gonna go in the truck and want the grenade launcher
The only word Dean needs is “brother” to save Sam w/out his goddamn memories
Dean being an asshole and almost making Sam cry because Sam thought Dean forgot about him
Finally, Dean making up for being a jackass and telling Sam, who just wants his brother to be happy, that their shitty lives are worth remembering because of each other
IF THATS WHAT BEING HAPPY LOOKS LIKE I’LL PASS
-Dean, on living without being able to remember Sam just kill me now ❤❤❤
So, let’s recap:
Fluffy dogs and bunnies
Sweet funny Dean free of guilt and self loathing
Caretaker Sam with his post-it notes
Rowena with more nose booping and tragic backstory
DEAN AND MIRRORS (kill me, no seriously stab me in the heart)
Dean forgetting everything but Sam
Dean snapping out of it when he hears Sam in pain
And that montage, omgAHHHHHHH, SO GOOD.
Dean : oh no ! I’m forgetting my memory
Dean : oh my god I don’t remember anyone . Where am I ? What’s my own name ?
Dean : forgets he has a brother *
Sam: *screams in pain*
Dean : SAM WINCHESTER MY LITTLE BROTHER !! I AM COMING TO SAVE YOU .
Was it nice to drop our baggage? Maybe. Hell, probably. But it wasn’t just the crap that got lost. It was everything. It was us.
Dean who would rather keep the guilt and the weight if it also mean keeping his memories of Sam and him and what they do.
Dean cannot remember even his own name and when he hears his brother in pain, Sam’s name comes to his lips like it’s always been there. Nothing is more painful or beautiful to me. Bury me and burn my bones I am satisfied.
Dean can’t remember how to drive, can’t remember what things are called, can’t remember WHO HE IS, but he reads a note that says his brother’s been kidnapped and his instincts kick in and he SAVES SAM ANYWAY.
Someone hold me.
Sam?
Dean Winchester who doesn’t remember his own name (via samstiels)
nothingidputbeforeyou 